I DID IT!!!!

Les Voix Silencieuses

CHECK ME OUT....

I've struggled with My voice for so long, 

until I found the perfect vocal coach, 

He goes by the name Craig Derry and he 

is Amaaaazing!!!!...I've also started to 
allow myself to just let go, and stop 
holding back, I know its in me. I was 
always afraid of hitting the wrong notes, 
but you gotta get pass the rocky bridge 
before you reach that palace RIGHT?!
Anywho, I would LOVE for you guys 

to leave me comments on my youtube. 

Ok now for the REAL reason of this post. We all know about the 
Tragedy in Haiti, or at least we should know.I just want to say that
I am very sadden to see whats going on over there, it saddens me 
even more that the media seems to look at this situation as a just 
covering a GREAT story. I saw a news clip on the internet showing 
a little girl trapped. As some guys try to get her out, the camera crew 
and the news anchor are actually sitting there watching them struggle 
while taping...WTF, Like hello!!! HELP them!...It also makes me upset 
that there isn't more help, and not from the Gov but from these stars 
and entertainers. People are so blind to think that the US government 
doesn't have the funds to take the whole damn country out of their 
horrible situation, before and after. So NOW everyone wants to offer 
"help" now that this has happened. If you look back at the history of 
Haiti, you will find that they've overcome the worst. They are  
intimidating to the other countries, and that it is why no other country
has stepped up and helped them out(before this disaster) 

instead they've put them in debt to them and hindered their progression. 
DON'T FORGET THEY WERE THE FIRST ONES FREE'D FROM SLAVERY. 
Basically what I'm trying to say is remember the struggle the people of 
Haiti encountered day-to-day before this tragic Unnatural disaster 
occurred. When we see that they aren't getting the help they should, 
it is time for you to open up your eyes. EDUCATE AND PREPARE.
EDUCATE yourself of the many things that are going on in the 
WORLD, keep in mind that NOTHING is impossible. 
And PREPARE for whats to come. Keep your mind open 
and positive. For Haiti and all those struggling, work at getting closer 
to our maker, and PRAY FOR A DIVINE INTERVENTION!!!

P.S The disaster in Haiti was more than just what it seems to be, 
A "Natural" Disaster. Guys I beg of you PLEASE do your research!

Please listen to this SHIT!!!!...He wants us to JUST send out cash, WHY? 

My Transitions!

So I haven’t had a perm since August of 2009(Going natural), which was also the last time I ate meat. Hasn’t been that long, but I am very proud of myself for not succumbing to the luring smell of fried chicken. I’ve been stronger than my own expectations, I just knew I was going to give in, especially because of the holidays, you know Thanksgiving and all? But I haven't, Yayy me. The food is good though, fried tofu is my fav! J Anywho, SO I never thought it would be harder going natural, than becoming a veggie. I just don’t know what to do with my hair, I’ve made a decision to just get weaves, and braids and things like that, but I don’t really like weave, and braids?...eh. I want to cut it also, but I don’t think I’d look right with short hair…ugh I. Just. Don’t. Know! I think I just might give in to a perm. The only thing that’s motivating me right now is that I could tell how the pattern of my waves will be once my natural hair is all grown out, and I love it!

Which brings me to this; BLACK PEOPLE! 7 out of 10 of us naturally have the type of hair that we all dream to have. The hair that can curl when wet, and be straight when blow dryed, the hair that we spend hundreds on to buy...Anywho with that said, when or if you have a daughter, do not perm her hair at the age of   5(mother!), or any age before the age of 15. Let them make their own decision, because most likely they will love their long thick curly locks when they get older. I think my next blog should be about this. BTW check out my step-moms blog @ http://thickncurly.blogspot.com/ talks about natural hair and what not, she's a mean natural hair stylist and she's hilarious!

My natural Lil Sisters, Proof that beautiful hair does not =Perm

The outcome of my transitions:

I lost 15 unwanted LBS!

Love without Pain…Possible?

First off Happy New Years!!!...K someone asked me this question, and i wanted to blog about it
Is it possible to be in love and not feel pain?...

       It is definitely not possible to fall in love with out enduring pain. When you're in love with another, along comes worry and concern for their well-being as well as concern for your self and your future with that person. When that loved one isn’t doing right, or right by you rather, its human nature to react on that. Whether it shows through arguing or building a wall, at the end it all causes pain. The amount of Pain you endure is an indication of how much you love that person. Pain makes the love real. On the flipside if you are in a relationship with someone and you could give a rats a** about what they do, then 9xs out of 10 its because you don’t love them. Don’t get me wrong I’m not saying that if you endure pain, that its ok, its not. I mean no relationship is a smooth sail, but when you’re hurting so much that it takes away from your happiness, its time for you to question how strong the love is on the other end and move on. Love causes pain, but it shouldn’t keep you unhappy. There is no perfect love. The perfect love comes with pain.

“Bitter sweet should be the motto to life, for pain is bitter, but the outcome is always sweet”-Da’Jahna

“The path of true love never doth run smoothly”-Shakespeare

"Everyday that you awake is one step closer to victory"

Below are WOW's(words of wisdom) I wrote on different occasions, threaded together!!!

Flaws and imperfections are like salt and pepper to the greatest recipe, wouldn’t taste as good without them. I guess that’s why in life we have our downs…so we’d find ways to pick ourselves up. If life was perfect it’ll be equivalent to a flat line, no curves and variation….just a flat line.
Bitter sweet should be the motto to life for pain is bitter but the out come is always sweet.
Even if you’ve been @ war ur whole life There is never a battle chosen for us that we cannot defeat!! Everyday that you awake is one step closer to victory
Start counting your blessings!!!

Who gives a Flying F**k!!!

Is it wrong that I could care-less about others feelings 
about what I do with MY LIFE.
Like I know I'm not alone when I say "Who gives 
a Flying F**k about what YOU think I should do".
Don't get me wrong, I know I am loved and 
SOMETIMES people are just giving me advice 
because they care and are just trying to look 
out, BUT...OK, I'm talking about a specific group
of people. Those that ain't doing not a damn thing 
with their life, don't have any goals, and no desire 
to expand further than just their dead end 9 to 5. 
Its like the blind leading the legally blind...lol, you 
know? I'm mean I don't have a clear view of what 
I'm gonna be doing in 5 years, but I know the path I'm
following. I'm already stubborn, like I hate when people 
tell me what to do PERIOD, for some reason I always find 
a way to "go against the grain", Just because I was told NOT 
to do something, I do it, but only if I feel its appropriate or 
beneficial to me, I'm not that stubborn (i dunno Y i'm like 
that, I honestly think its a Cancer thing though). 
Anyways, it becomes even more annoying when you're not 
doing crap with your life yet you try'na tell me how to run 
mine. I be like "Um all this you telling me, why wont you 
practice what you preach", or "Ok you try it first, and if it 
works out for you then maybe, just maybe, I'll follow suite". 
Basically, Unless you're successful, and Rich and/or had an 
hard life and able to point out the mistakes you made in life, 
and working on improving your life, I'm all ears, I'd love to hear 
your advice. HOWEVER, if you're sitting like a damn log, doing 
the same ish everyday, and don't have a problem with it
or too lazy to get up and improve your sad life...SHUTUP! 
HOW DARE U?...
K I'm done, I only have 1 follower hopefull I can get more, 
I'm gonna start updating my blog, but its gonna be about 
random topics this time. Tootles!


Blessings and Besos \/ :)